i am currently feeling super angsty.
not just because christmas didnt felt like christmas at all, it's also partly because my uncles dont do their part as being a SON.
i mean, talk about fillial piety. your disabled mum is being sent to the nursing home and she might be there like forever but you dont give a damn. you dont even bother to visit her on a day like christmas.
and better still, you're out there fighting with your bigger sister over the house and trying to sell it off for the cash.
are you that in need for cash? i think your dear mother needs you more. but anyhow, you dont care. cause you've got 3 other brothers and 2 younger sisters to look after her right?
hoho. afterall. this is a "girl's job".
you dont care how your nieces and nephews would feel cause of course, money is more important.
and you didnt even know when your other sister far far away in scotland called home to yell at your dear mother, who is STILL THINKING THAT SHE IS IN A HOSPITAL.
and when she realised that she was in no hospital but a "old folk's home", she went berserk and started yelling to the nurses and maids about wanting to go home all over again.
what kind of family do i have may i ask you? i dont even know anymore. i can see why we're not celebrating christmas this year. i spent the whole of last night and this morning lying through my teeth about MERRY christmas.
what's there to be merry about this season?
and to top it all, i think im banned from the com, which is a nightmare cause MY COMMONWEALTH ESSAYSSSSSS ARE STILL UNDONE.
ya. commonwealth essaySSSSSSSSS cause i have so many drafts. like wth.
and i cant get into HIM international music's official website I DONT KNOW WHY IT'S BLOCKED FROM MY COM NOW.
and youtube is still blocked. HOW AM I GOING TO GET IDEAS FOR DANCE MOVES FOR FAREWELL?!
bloody hell. I MISS KUI from the rose. ): HOW?
and there's still band camp to blog about. :/
it's ok. life sucks and i know it.
bye.
